` THE RALLY `
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
the aftermath of no universities, job security, today, there's no longer such thing as securities, no matter how close u are to ur boss or suck up etc, now even national service don offer contracts till 55 i think, they renew contracts base on performance. now a days in life, everything seems to be performance based, no longer having high salary but based on commission, everything now relies on everything else and in todays society, one company relies on another to survive, the buy sell issue. One thing in life i notice is that as a student(in sec sch), i feel that this teacher has no longer any compassion or what it takes to handle the students because they have been teachers for too long, their monotony of teaching, marking the scripts and getting paid got to these teachers, and these teachers forgot what was it like to be a student.(like parents forgot how they feel when they were kids). Through growing, parents in turn realized how precious their kids are and unknowlingly become over protective/sensitive over their young/kids that it pushes them to a corner. Alike, students, kids and salary man all are afarid of leaders and bosses all get up to where they are with pain, blood sweat, the coldness the loneliness, the climb up the ladder, and when u get there, u will remember how u got there, but sooner or later, u would be too busy to notice how u got there, feelings of others and take for granted ppl ard you....its time when climbing the ladder when u neglect people around u , friends family, loved ones, the only thing u see is climbing the ladder and fail to understand how people around u feels. Someone once told me, the mind is stronger then the body,the mind wills everything, the body may fail and yet if the mind refuses to let it fail, it will still go on, though there's a limit, the mind relies on emotions, things like words of encouragement, encouragement does wonders, it brings up your confidence, may even give a false sense of hope,false sense of hope may do your performance a favor and benefit you at the end of the day. although getting scolded, getting accused by your superior or your "in charge" sometimes wakes you up,yet it gets you irritated as well, worst still, like recently experienced getting accused, i cant believe that we have been friends for a few long years and yet u accuse me of such petty stuff.... why would i even borrow ur your ipod without permission when i don even need one? i drive, i listen to my lousy radio in the car to work and back, at home, i have a mini hi fi set and a laptop with good speakers... why on earth i need an i pod? its just not logical, get ur facts right before u accuse people, u know urself... and back to my bitching. Sometimes, life comes to a standstill, like a bungee , getting suspended in air flying/bouncing up and down, u never know whats going to happen to u, u never know the future, everything seems uncertain, somethings looks good and some looks bad, but everyone goes through this stage in life, whether u can climb the corporate ladder successfully or not, although there are some exceptions where, parents gave their children no future, or brought them up in this way, yet at the same time there are those fortunate ones who lives forever with a golden spoon.... but life is such, comparing yourself will never end,accept the fact of who u are, where u belong, where u were born into(e.g. which country etc) ask yourself what u really want in life and how much are you willing to sacrifice for this end day goal and go for it, achieve it , clear ur mind and do your best... life is short, push it to the max do everything u wanna do quickly b4 u die, recently there was a movie out in the cinemas but i din manage to catch it cuz of my exam, the bucket list or something like that, saw 1 preview though, was abt 2 dying man or smthing doing a list of shit b4 they die... would like to catch that, a real fantasy, childish yet sometimes it does depressed people like me good, helps me to look forward to doing/accomplishing some stuff before i die....
brakes applied at |4/09/2008 10:24:00 PM|
