` THE RALLY `
Monday, May 17, 2010
My kid's been sick for quite some time, have just reversed the duty roles with my wife. seriously, i run up and down all day, i carry my kid all day long, teaching her funny stuff and laughing for no reason, its really happy, (without disturbance from outside) and i really am totally cool with this man, it''s god's way of giving me a break, my wife had a new job, kid got sick, so i ended up being the one taking the massive leave of one month, and it feels really good, lots of bonding time with my kid, real handful, i don have much time to eat let alone slp during the day, but managed to sneak some time to blog today. one of the things about being a parent is that you worry too much, and the thing about worrying to much is failure to believe, believe in your child. take for example, medicine, giving dose after dose, does it bring more harm then good or the other way ard? Believe in your kid, (the smart way,not cuz of ego), i am in a situation of after being so old, a parent, and yet my own parent did not believe in my ability to reason and think rationally. It just struck me, this feeling sux, and here's the thing, i know the medicine very well, but, i felt emotionally safer trusting the doctor then my own views and instincts? Although believing is one thing, the consequences might differ from different situations. By the way, 15/05/10 was a real great nite! :)
brakes applied at |5/17/2010 11:57:00 PM|
