` THE RALLY `
Thursday, July 15, 2010
well, havent blog in a while, whats on my mind now? car's going, new one's coming,seen a flirtish reply(one of those reply that tells u to take the next step), (luckily there wasn't , or maybe there was that i did not know of,) that did not seem normal to me and a dream( nightmare ), let's see what goes on in the next few months... lets hope its all stress related thats messing with my mind. the near future seems bleak, too many thoughts in the head, too little slp, too much pondering and thinking, haiz... what a real life nightmare. lets just hope its just me going wrong. well we will see... for now, i don wanna think of too much possibilities as it seems endless. just yesterday , my collegue and i were ridiculing some laws on women overseas and god sent someone to email a forwarded msg to us, today, god send another good news about tomorrow that we were desperate for. life's a cycle? history repeats itself? well, choices are man made and i only got myself to blame. well, 23rd july's coming, and i seriously dread it, and i seriously want to make that hand stitch album, yes, its all for show, seen and be seen, my pride, my soul. well, too broke to do that kinda thing now, so i gotta put it on hold and create a soft copy version of it first.
alcohol might just be my next best friend, drunk nights too drunk to think, splitting head aches the next day prevents thinking too... oh well, just what is this uneasy feeling i have, its a feeling that makes me believe it's going to occur sooner or later? but then again, people say dreams dont come true. well, i din do my best(maybe i did, i dunno), so the rest is up to god man...
brakes applied at |7/15/2010 01:25:00 AM|
